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Real Mean
02:22
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I haven't had a lover that wouldn't leave.
Since this time last year.
Haven't met a man that I could trust.
Since this time last year.
Haven't had a friend I didn't miss.
Since this time last year.
I guess I haven't had a lot of fucking things.
I've still got my shitty words.
And my stupid thoughts that I hold so dear.
It's like my heart is throwing up.
Well, you said "These look like strong hands".
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Disruptor
03:00
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Welcome to the dark side of living.
And all these thoughts you had ignored.
Let's talk about not being able to let go.
Set it on fire.
No one mentioned that the lies that you once told would haunt you for the rest of your days.
And that five years later we'd be dancing on your grave.
You said you'd make this right.
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Thresholds
05:28
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I used to talk about dying.
I guess I never knew what dying really meant.
And what it means to you.
It means no more waiting.
No more bad fucking news.
The needle that threads.
The knife that cuts.
The teeth that clench.
And the choices we made.
I thought I'd write you a letter.
Try my best to better explain all of this.
Yeah, all of fucking "this".
I'd tell you that I love you.
That I've probably just been mis-diagnosed.
But we both know.
That it's not getting better.
Eventually there comes a day.
And we both know.
Times like this, it brings me back.
To the first time that I broke myself off.
When I learned to fall.
When I learned to breathe.
When I learned to deal with what's right in front of me.
But I can't splint this.
I can't cauterize this poison inside.
That's why I salvage.
That's why I try to salvage every fucking thing.
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